I hope you are doing great!
Well, sometimes, none of us are actually ourselves. Suddenly we find ourselves in a bad mood, or go so anxious about something that everything around just seems virtual.
Why does this happen?
It is all the feelings which have been suppressed deep inside. When they burst, they alter you completely for some time. While they can be dangerous when out, it can be even more, when they remain inside.
How do you stop it?
Talk to yourself time to time. Talk about the source of the problems happening around. Analyze the positive and the negative side of it. Take life as it turns. Make plans to turn your life around. Consider your life as the biggest project you have got and execute each of the small bits extremely well.
In The One Concirsciuit' many mysterious characters appear, a conversation between them would be:
The Click: WE HAVE TO DO IT! I CANNOT WAIT ANYMORE! COME ON! LOSE CONTROL OF YOURSELF! GO TO NAVARRO!
The Monk: Peace is all around. I understand your frustration. Surely you will be considered, and let us make our way there. Do not think of the consequences.
The Love: Remember, you have to find her. It has been months since you have seen her. Not even a way to find out if she is alive or not. What will you do if she actually is not?
The kid: I remember when Exhillora was our teacher. She was like our savior angel. She was the warmth.
The love cries deeply.
The Realist: Sometimes you have to sway along with your life. All of you are creating chaos. Do you know, there is only 1 hour left for the war. If the preparations are analyzed, we would not be able to load forces for killing even one opponent. All of you had to strike just now.
How will you solve yourself in such a situation?
When there is a big moment, all the hard feelings come out right? Never let that happen. Big moments seldom come. Go along with it. Do not slip away.
Read, 'The One Concirsciuit' to find more such mysterious characters.